| Jan. 7th, 2005 @ 02:53 pm (no subject) |
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Current Mood:  blank
Thesys seem so bleak and unhappy, there is so much to be happy about but i just can't seem to feel the emotion. Why, why am i so unhappy? well to be quite honest i don't know. i find fault in everything and everyone, nothing seems to please me or even spark that fire, energy and love of life that i used to have. i feel drained and lost. wondering and wondering what and why, how and when, but nothing comes to mind. I have my Man whom i love ever so much, my family that loves me and wants nothing but for me to be happy and that at the moment is something i just can't seem to give anyone. the one amd only thing that seem so bring just the smallest glimmer of Joy is painting and well at the moment it is hard to set up my things in a place as small as the one i am currently inhabiting and when i do paont the images are not all that uplifting. ah but well now i am rambling and will soon stop.
things well happen the way things will happen
i guess i just have to wait this out and hope thing do happen the way they happen. |